Time out of mind (Part 2)

Dizzy and exhausted, walking and wondering for the past two days, definitely tire my life out. "Maxie was right, without them i'm nothing but a stray" i said it to myself. Which i do a lot because sometimes, life can be boring and as Maxie said this to me once "you are the best friend you'll ever get".

Maxie is an unbelievably old German, who knows everything what life has to offer for our kind. He wasn't exactly German because he was born here, but people do keep calling him and i guess, so be it. He was my neighbor, at least before i fell off the car and now i'm lost.

"Where the hell am i? " i bark it out loud. This city is so freakin' huge! I know I've always wanted an adventure but this is too much!

Walking down the streets under the moon light could make you go loco. But I couldn't help it because of the traffic during the day. It makes me so nervous. So i decided to rest when the normal world operates, and come out when everything's nice and quiet. Oh did i mentioned scary?

It's crazy walking alone at night, you know that someone's following you, but everytime that you turn around to check it, there's no one. You also notice every little noises that you never got to hear when you're surrounded by four walls and a roof.


Suddenly i hear some footsteps and some heavy breathings, a figure is running towards my direction. I panic! People shouldn't be running around at this time. "Is this person trying catch me? " I tried to hide but obviously it's too late. As he approach me, I saw a man's face.
   
And there were tears.

Time out of mind (Part 1)

The night's still young. He wakes up, suddenly he could hear his own voice even though he can't recall himself talking.The thoughts come back rushing into his head, the burning memories, the painful past.

His world turns upside down, inside out. It feels like a red cloud of blazing fire, burning in his chest.
One minute he was so peaceful and the minute he woke up, chaos in his heart. It doesn't feel like he has a reason to live anymore.

"It is going to be ok " he try to convince himself. Even though he really is trying to run away from the reality. "Its just a phase, everything's gonna be the way it was"

He feel his heart throbbing so hard that its almost as if it has it's own set of mind, trying to break free from the immense pain that he's in. He take a glance at the alarm clock. It just a few minutes past 2, not even three hours since he went to bed.

The next thing he found himself doing is puting on a jumper and trackpants. Without any delays, he slam the front door shut, start jogging down the hill.
Every thought of his wasn't his own, flash-backs and memories, that he so cherish were in his head, all at once. The cold wind brushes on his face, but the fire in him overwhelmed his senses.
"if i make it through tonight, I'd be alright"