Time out of mind (Part 1)

The night's still young. He wakes up, suddenly he could hear his own voice even though he can't recall himself talking.The thoughts come back rushing into his head, the burning memories, the painful past.

His world turns upside down, inside out. It feels like a red cloud of blazing fire, burning in his chest.
One minute he was so peaceful and the minute he woke up, chaos in his heart. It doesn't feel like he has a reason to live anymore.

"It is going to be ok " he try to convince himself. Even though he really is trying to run away from the reality. "Its just a phase, everything's gonna be the way it was"

He feel his heart throbbing so hard that its almost as if it has it's own set of mind, trying to break free from the immense pain that he's in. He take a glance at the alarm clock. It just a few minutes past 2, not even three hours since he went to bed.

The next thing he found himself doing is puting on a jumper and trackpants. Without any delays, he slam the front door shut, start jogging down the hill.
Every thought of his wasn't his own, flash-backs and memories, that he so cherish were in his head, all at once. The cold wind brushes on his face, but the fire in him overwhelmed his senses.
"if i make it through tonight, I'd be alright"